达尔文
作词：蔡健雅 作曲：蔡健雅
我的青春 也不是没伤痕
是明白爱是信仰的延伸
什么特征 人缘还是眼神
也不会预知爱不爱的可能
保持单身 忍不住又沉沦
兜着圈子来去有时苦等
人的一生 感情是旋转门
转到了最后真心的就不分
有过竞争 有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真 学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒 得要我们
进化成更好的人
我的青春 有时还蛮单纯
相信幸福取决于爱得深
读进化论 我赞成达尔文
没实力的就有淘汰的可能
我的替身 已换过多少轮
记忆在旧情人心中变冷
我的一生 有几道旋转门
转到了最后只剩你我没分
quite an interesting way of viewing the evoluation theory. anw Tanya's new album is nice!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
yawnnnnzzz
tried to be more anti-social in order to get myself more time to do work. but work is still never ending. i'm quite tired...... have been working non-stop ever since the cameron trip.
i seriously want a break... just a nice sleep would be good. and perhaps a day which i can forget everything, and just watch tv at home haha.
things to do this weekend:
natural products lab report (done)
prepare COFM discussion for monday (done)
find journal for PP3 (done)
do some FYP analysis
study top 88 drugs (A to E) test on thur
Do Natural products tutorial (done)
Natural products proj
erm do DFD practical report (my grp like still not going to do :P )
catch up on lects which i was late due to lab? (no la, think no time liaoz...)
i'm getting quite excited for grad trip. should be going australia and cheryl says should be able to drive long long roads there. woohoo!!!! (but i'm quite scared at the same time. and i wun tell my parents i'm going to do so haha!)
went to mus'art concert and think it was a good time socialising again haha. since i dunnit to go for alot of band pracs, wun see those ppl for quite a long time. until end feb.
I THINK it was my last time doing FYP lab work.
"i'm not a superwoman... wo wo wo wo..."
i seriously want a break... just a nice sleep would be good. and perhaps a day which i can forget everything, and just watch tv at home haha.
things to do this weekend:
natural products lab report (done)
prepare COFM discussion for monday (done)
find journal for PP3 (done)
do some FYP analysis
study top 88 drugs (A to E) test on thur
Do Natural products tutorial (done)
Natural products proj
erm do DFD practical report (my grp like still not going to do :P )
catch up on lects which i was late due to lab? (no la, think no time liaoz...)
i'm getting quite excited for grad trip. should be going australia and cheryl says should be able to drive long long roads there. woohoo!!!! (but i'm quite scared at the same time. and i wun tell my parents i'm going to do so haha!)
went to mus'art concert and think it was a good time socialising again haha. since i dunnit to go for alot of band pracs, wun see those ppl for quite a long time. until end feb.
I THINK it was my last time doing FYP lab work.
"i'm not a superwoman... wo wo wo wo..."
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Finally got my marks sheet
Sooooooo dui2... got 125, and 5 marks to distinction and u noe why? cos i failed my SCALES!! like scales.... scales supposed to get full marks one lo...
and the comments for scales:
"Scales were moderately in your fingers at a very slow tempo for this grade, especially separated bowed exanples. Only the chromatic had flowing momentum. All known but too basic."
12/21 (passing mark is 14)
wah. if i know i'm supposed to play faster, i'll play faster and hopefully pull up the marks. haiz.
okok. dun complain liaoz.
thanks PK for accompaniment again. they were 2 best out of the 3. haha. solo cello like quite hard to score leh.
and sigh. spent 1.5h getting to the school because of jam at chinatown. everybody 逛-ing 年货. i'll take MRT next time when I'm travelling to crowded places...
and the comments for scales:
"Scales were moderately in your fingers at a very slow tempo for this grade, especially separated bowed exanples. Only the chromatic had flowing momentum. All known but too basic."
12/21 (passing mark is 14)
wah. if i know i'm supposed to play faster, i'll play faster and hopefully pull up the marks. haiz.
okok. dun complain liaoz.
thanks PK for accompaniment again. they were 2 best out of the 3. haha. solo cello like quite hard to score leh.
and sigh. spent 1.5h getting to the school because of jam at chinatown. everybody 逛-ing 年货. i'll take MRT next time when I'm travelling to crowded places...
Friday, January 18, 2008
our cells killing ourselves
cancer. 1 more down with it.
how unpredictable life is.
it's like i can just tell you tmr that i have cancer.
yes, healthy individuals. bright futures. but...
"if i tell you i've cancer, the only thing u'll think is that i'll die..." - oncology notes
seriously. IF it's me, i duno what to do.
how unpredictable life is.
it's like i can just tell you tmr that i have cancer.
yes, healthy individuals. bright futures. but...
"if i tell you i've cancer, the only thing u'll think is that i'll die..." - oncology notes
seriously. IF it's me, i duno what to do.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
BCM-ed finally
not very impressive leh. hahaah. maybe really have to try a 2nd and 3rd time to get addicted to it. haha :P
some overdued random pics from the holidays:
ARX bday. duno y only chris is in it. haha
Weixin said "你会不会觉得那个画面很满？" :P
SPIZZA~~!
and SPIZZA~~. this is ultimate. the egg damn messy after that.
the biological safety cabinet which i do my cell work at.========================
a chilly true story which i heard from my mum today. duno whether it's correct to post here, but it disturbed me for the whole bus ride when we were going home.
my mum said she had a "colleague" who worked in the same building (colleague as in different companies but same building). she was pregnant but came to office one day and her babies (ultrasound showed twins) were gone. she was crying. and the only thing that happened was that she dreamt that she delivered. and then, it was gone when she woke up. the doctor cannot give her an explanation too. what he could do was just to gif her a week of MC.
it's damn sad and disturbing.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Crazy day (and more to come) + chinese physician visit
Warning: alot of scientific terms. ignore if u wan.
8.20am: reached lab, prepared real-time PCR plates (booked machine at 1pm)
9.15am: harvest cells, split Cos-7 cells
10.30am: lyse cells to get proteins, start incubating plates for MTS assay
11.30am: start DC protein assay for proteins
12.30pm: calculate concentration of proteins, start Western blotting proteins boiling loading of gels (4 15-well gels!), 1st time point for MTS assay
1pm: put in 1st plate for real-time PCR
1.30pm: hungry, hypoglycemic, giddy. wanted to endure till running gels. still loading gels.
2pm: BTH. zipped off to 7-11 to get sandwich. had a 15min rest in the pantry while drinking milo and eating the sandwich, waiting for glucose level to rise.
2.30pm: continued loading of gel, 2nd time-point for MTS assay
3.30pm: run gel, make transfer buffer, analyse MTS assay results, get plate from real-time PCR, put in 2nd plate. analyse results.
6pm: preparing for transfer of gels to membranes. make milk (not for drinking one, it's for the membranes!), take out plate from real-time. analyse results for real-time, do abit of writing, check emails/facebook
7pm: blocking of membranes in milk, make enuf antibodies, cont writing and facebooking/emails
8pm: washing of membranes
8.25pm: incubate membranes with antibodies
8.30pm: HOME! arranged to meet LC (who's also gg home from lab) on the bus :P
i duno wat kept me going today.
8.20am: reached lab, prepared real-time PCR plates (booked machine at 1pm)
9.15am: harvest cells, split Cos-7 cells
10.30am: lyse cells to get proteins, start incubating plates for MTS assay
11.30am: start DC protein assay for proteins
12.30pm: calculate concentration of proteins, start Western blotting proteins boiling loading of gels (4 15-well gels!), 1st time point for MTS assay
1pm: put in 1st plate for real-time PCR
1.30pm: hungry, hypoglycemic, giddy. wanted to endure till running gels. still loading gels.
2pm: BTH. zipped off to 7-11 to get sandwich. had a 15min rest in the pantry while drinking milo and eating the sandwich, waiting for glucose level to rise.
2.30pm: continued loading of gel, 2nd time-point for MTS assay
3.30pm: run gel, make transfer buffer, analyse MTS assay results, get plate from real-time PCR, put in 2nd plate. analyse results.
6pm: preparing for transfer of gels to membranes. make milk (not for drinking one, it's for the membranes!), take out plate from real-time. analyse results for real-time, do abit of writing, check emails/facebook
7pm: blocking of membranes in milk, make enuf antibodies, cont writing and facebooking/emails
8pm: washing of membranes
8.25pm: incubate membranes with antibodies
8.30pm: HOME! arranged to meet LC (who's also gg home from lab) on the bus :P
i duno wat kept me going today.
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anw visited the chinese physician yest for my cough:
“哇，你要少吃木瓜，橙，萝卜，你的手掌很黄。。。你的肝功能不好，很容易发热生病。。。你开始有背酸了对不对，手上显示出来了。。。你的肠胃也不好。。。最近睡得不好是不是？“
and that's above my cough condition...
*sweats*
anw visited the chinese physician yest for my cough:
“哇，你要少吃木瓜，橙，萝卜，你的手掌很黄。。。你的肝功能不好，很容易发热生病。。。你开始有背酸了对不对，手上显示出来了。。。你的肠胃也不好。。。最近睡得不好是不是？“
and that's above my cough condition...
*sweats*
Monday, January 7, 2008
alright not am i noe i
with loads of things to worry and think about, it's hard to feel good. watching the scenery whiz past me in the bus with music blasting into my ears, i paid no attention to anything. i noe i'm not alright.
to add on the the stress & depression, i'm still sick and cant exercise as an outlet to "emit" all these. i want to badminton and run. band badminton sessions are not for me, cos i'll be trapped in lab and seminar. runs are too strenuous for now. (evening badminton, anyone?)
hard to find someone to face a moody me, i engage in a new hobby called sleep, and not wanting to wake up. and of course, i have to wake up. to go to some place u noe where. (it's the title of this blog)
i wan to go to the zoo with some nonsense frenz... to laugh at the hippopotamus. holidays are ending. :(
haiz.
to add on the the stress & depression, i'm still sick and cant exercise as an outlet to "emit" all these. i want to badminton and run. band badminton sessions are not for me, cos i'll be trapped in lab and seminar. runs are too strenuous for now. (evening badminton, anyone?)
hard to find someone to face a moody me, i engage in a new hobby called sleep, and not wanting to wake up. and of course, i have to wake up. to go to some place u noe where. (it's the title of this blog)
i wan to go to the zoo with some nonsense frenz... to laugh at the hippopotamus. holidays are ending. :(
haiz.
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